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For some reason i hurt my foot and its painful when i try to walk on it.

anyway, im still coughing..

i guess maybe i should explain why all my blogs have been slightly emo for the past day and a half?

well let me start with tuesday october 14th..
i got new phone minutes, and i called misha. And cuteness happened. But i got off the phone with him, and later on i called him again. And he was cute again, and tired lol.
and then later on tuesday night i called him and all was well. Until i said something, and he said something stupid that pissed me off. And i freaked out, i just lost it and started sobbing. Over the phone... He didnapos;t realize that i was crying at first. And when he talked he sounded so upset.. And he kept saying he was sorry and, i just couldnapos;t stop crying. I tried, but i couldnapos;t.


he sounded so sweet and caring and, i felt really bad for losing it like that.
i called him last night, and i shouldnapos;t have. I still canapos;t talk to him like i used to be able to. Because now he knows something that he didnapos;t know before.

i told him i loved him, i mean ive told him that before but i think he thought i meant like a friend.. A really good friend.
and a few years ago i told him that, but he thought that i was over it by now.

i mean just hearing his voice is painful.
he thought everything was okay between us. I thought so too.
i mean i can never talk to him the same way again

he just sounded so upset..
and that made me cry even harder.
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